So I am officially putting in my two weeks today at Old fuckin Navy. It's about time right? I can't stand it there, I get treated horribly, there is no organization there whatsoever and I get paid shit. So really. I'm doing myself a favor. After working there for... about a month? Yeah. I think I got hired on November 4th. It's about time that I stop giving myself grey hairs from a job that I hate.
And then guess what? I'm planning on signing up for unemployment again. Because it's the best solution for my current predicament. Very excited to start getting the ball rolling in the right direction.
It's funny because these are things that I've been wanting to do, but I just never made the decision to actually do them. All it took was me deciding that I wanted and needed to do it. I made the mental decision and said, Yes. I will quit Old Navy. I will sign back up for unemployment. I will do those things because I need to.
I say that things are looking up because after making that choice, I already feel better. I still feel a little ehhh about the unemployment but the benefits outweigh the negatives in this case. I have far too many obligations and things to worry about to worry about integrity and whether or not it's the right thing for me to be getting unemployment. Once the holidays are all said and done, and-- oh crap. I... really need to submit my transcripts to Sonoma. Wow I really have to do that. Because this is the last week of school... shoot. o.O Anyway, yeah once the holidays are done then I can start thinking about the future and big people jobs and whatnot.
God I miss my boyfriend. I really wish I could hold him right now. He was here for about three days recently and having him around for that long was absolutely wonderful. It felt so right to have him close to me and to have him be near me. Long-distance sucks. Big time. Hm... I had this horrifying dream with him in it the other night. I'm not sure whether I should write it out here because it's quite exxxplicit, if you catch my drift. All I will say about it is the fact that thinking about it even now, I hate it. I hated that dream. It was one of the worst dreams I've had in a while. Sigh.
Well I got some cash from my dad yesterday. So that was nice too. Then I'm getting paid next Friday and it should be a decent paycheck because of Black Friday and Thanksgiving. I just need to sign up for unemployment then I can start taking care of business. I want to get my boyfriend this shirt sooo badly. Because he loves pac-man and parodies of it. But it's $24 and I only got like $60 from my dad, then I'm going to cash my check from work at some check cashing place and get like $17. So that's like $77 bucks. Sigh. And I need $31 dollars to renew my license, then the rest will probably just go in my gas tank.
I still have to pay Kitty for the cell phone bills and whatnot, then I STILL have to balance my checking account. Because it's still in the red. That why I keep getting phone calls from that random 503 number. I've already gotten that call 3 times today. Ridiculous huh? Do they just think that I'll magically pick up after all the previous times that I didn't pick up? And why don't they EVER leave a voice mail? God they are so stupid. Good thing I never put the house number down anymore because they would have called that like hella times by now. Ugh. Collectors are dumb.
Anywayyyy things will get better. And I'll be able to actually have them not call me soon. And I'll be able to start putting more money towards my credit card. And I'll be able to balance my checking account. And I'll be able to visit my boyfriend. And I can put more money in my
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Everything that I have just said has now been rendered irrelevant because my step-mom just walked in and asked for $50. Because I haven't paid for that stupid $10 a month bullshit data plan for... five months apparently. I am so upset right now. So upset. I don't know what to do with myself. I'm gonna go because I feel like wallowing in misery.
Later Days
